Friday, September 18, 2009

goodbye ramadhan 2009

Good night world!
Mlm ini adalah malem puasa terakhir ditahun 2009 yg artinya besok adalah puasa terakhir.
Cukup berat bagi gue untuk meninggalkan bulan puasa ini karena menurut gue, gue belum melakukan apa-apa untuk bs lebih mengenal Allah.
Well, mungkin diantara anda semua, readers, banyak yang tentunya jauh lebih beriman dan berpengalaman dibanding gue. Ya, sebagai umat muslim, gue sangat sadar bahwa gue jauh dari sempurna. Hingga saat ini gue masih merasa mempercayai Allah karena Ialah yg menciptakan gue. Gue sangat ingin tiba di titik dimana gue begitu mencintai tuhan gue, hingga gue menyadari bahwa ga ada satupun yg diciptakannya untuk kesia-siaan. namun nampaknya blm sampe sana iman gue.
Well, semua butuh proses. dan semoga allah masih memberi gue, dan anda semua, waktu yang lebih panjang untuk menyelami batin anda,mencari apa yg sebenarnya penting dicari, mengenal lebih jauh tuhan anda.

Anyway, selamat hari raya idul fitri, minal aidin walfaizin, mohon maaf lahir dan batin.

next time in littlestworld:)

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

indigo girl -or not

Morning, everyone!

I start this day by opening my blog and gosh! It's been a long time not to update mine.
Well I don't really know what to tell ya, but I suddenly remember about the topic my friend gave me yesterday.

Indigo -someone who has other abilities, unusual.
What happen if you are an indigo? Well my friend didn't tell me so much about it, but between indigo or ordinary, have no significant differences.
Yea in spite of knowing more or seeing more, being indigo seems much similar.

He told me maybe I'm one of those indigo girls. Hm I don't quite believe it. But sometimes I do feeling different than others. I can see through time, although I don't really think about it. I just feel I'm more sensitive than others.
Sometimes if I see problem, my heart will tell me what to do or something. And apparently, its true. Yeah its true. And if I see something, I know what will happen next.

Well, no matter I'm indigo or not, it's still a mother nature's gift